A potent feeling/idea that I wanted to post in the least seen of my internet spots. If you're reading this you're probably the only one, besides me.
I was going to write it on Twitter and changed my mind.
"Sometimes i feel like my bones absorb and hold anguish and sadness, and upon release, my ribcage vibrates like a tuning fork, shaking me."
I really felt this way today. Maybe it's from the cold. Maybe the boredom, maybe loneliness or frustration. Maybe all of it. I read somewhere once that any physical jangling of the body works wonders for letting go of stress. Be it a deep hearty laugh, a quaking full-release cry, an intense night of sex, or anything else that might be similar. Anything that is deep and shakes you hard enough to jostle something loose. Rattle the bones.
I was on the brink of this, but couldn't quite go over the edge into the release. I feel like it might happen soon though.
Thursday, October 8, 2009
Saturday, April 18, 2009
Sponsitility
It's been a while since I've posted anything here on my blog. I know that's fairly obvious but it's a good way to start one, i think. 2008 went by really quickly and 2009 is following suit. The year is almost half over already. Some things that happened in '07 seem like they were only a couple of months ago.
Not a whole hell of a lot has changed though. I'm still choosing classes that I feel will benefit me over the classes that people offering pieces of paper think I should take. I'm still drawing and painting as a student, exploring styles and concepts. I'm still working, but not being paid enough to make some much needed changes in my life. Maybe I'll find something else soon that can pay some higher priced bills.
So anyway, I'm excited to finally be learning Dreamweaver. It's so much easier than coding from scratch on notepad in html. Hopefully I'll have a website soon. But then again, I heard that blogs are even better for artists than having their own website. So maybe I'll start a blog strictly for art. I researched a couple of prominent artist websites and most of them were either simply a blog, or the blog was highly prominent on the website.
Not a whole hell of a lot has changed though. I'm still choosing classes that I feel will benefit me over the classes that people offering pieces of paper think I should take. I'm still drawing and painting as a student, exploring styles and concepts. I'm still working, but not being paid enough to make some much needed changes in my life. Maybe I'll find something else soon that can pay some higher priced bills.
So anyway, I'm excited to finally be learning Dreamweaver. It's so much easier than coding from scratch on notepad in html. Hopefully I'll have a website soon. But then again, I heard that blogs are even better for artists than having their own website. So maybe I'll start a blog strictly for art. I researched a couple of prominent artist websites and most of them were either simply a blog, or the blog was highly prominent on the website.
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